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So here's just some random stuff on this Easter Sunday. Today, I'm thankful for Spring, antidepressants, and Jesus - not necessarily in that order. I'm back up to 100mg of amitriptyline and I feel almost normal. Mostly, I'm more tired than I'd like, but I think that will get better as my body gets back used to the medication again. So, this morning, I got out of bed after hitting the snooze just a couple of times. Yes, I should have gotten out of bed first thing, but it was 8

Writing is supposed to help depression. So, I'm writing. This bout of depression had been a whopper. It started when I stopped my amitriptyline after my hysterectomy. My gynecologist didn't want me to go back on it because it caused urinary retention. But, I have been through two other antidepressants and they had intolerable side effects. So, I'm back to the amitriptyline and am probably up to the highest dose that I need. I just need to give it a couple of weeks to get all

I just watched a distressing video (that I'm not going to link) with R.C. Sproul and John MacArthur talking about how God's love is not conditional and how God is angry with us, particularly those who have not yet repented and become Christians. It is their view that preachers need to do more hellfire preaching to convince people that their souls are in danger of eternal conscious torment from this God that hates them. And these men are considered leaders in American Christia